The last two days have been emotionally stressful for me, having finally come to a difficult decision to let go of some things. Last night I listened to Helen Jane Long, a pop pianist who plays simple yet elegant pieces I enter a Zen state within a short period of listening to her play but last night this was not to be. The stress made it difficult to find my Eudaimonic Self, even with the help of the music. I fell asleep disappointed. I woke up at 5:00 am rested but still disappointed. Something was cutting me off from getting to the place I rely on when first wakening. I laid in bed listening to a variety of music until 6:15 am when I…